psychoceramics: [CTRL] A Love Letter from e Mael

["Johannes Scmidt" <r--@h--.com>]

Not so hidden (in the following entertainment) are some deep-seated
psychological problems of eMael. It is obvious that eMael is writing
of his own personal experiences and constant thoughts, burned into
what's left of his brain [sic].

            S/he obviously scribbles from experience.

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From: e--@s--.com (E Mael)
To: k--@J--UNO.COM
Date: Thu, 12 Feb 1998 13:36:35 -0800
Subject: Re(2): [CTRL] Bruno Visits E Mael's Cell

my sweet little pink nazi lover:

you seem unaware that you are diddling in the dark inventing
bigger and badder boogiemen. this is just a veiled desire to have
yourself ravaged by something large, dark and sinister; like a very
well hung black man. you go fully into your idiot prosellatizing
because you are committed to having that genetic desire fulfilled.
this desire is a remnant of your mother's desire for the same.

so while you grew up lying in the dark inventing bigger and badder
boogiemen, mom was in her room imaging the same boogieman
having his large and wild way with her. you know how your daddy
was; when he was around he was drunk and left mom to her
imaginings of being ravaged by very large well hung black men.
(she loved every little millimeter she imagined that he humped into
her too) if your mom is the liberated type, you can bet that she has
tasted her desire too; and unlike your and your dad's experience
with mom; when she did, you can bet she swallowed.

your dad was aware of it at a very deep level also but never to the
extentthat  anything would ever come out about it. this naturally
fueled his hate nature and in turn made him one of the biggest and
worse racist. this is your inheritance, son.
isn't it ironic that all of the racism and bigotry exhibited by you and 
your ilk is in reality your mom's desire for a real and larger man than 
the little dicked, sad-sacked sons of bitches that they are stuck with 
ie. you and your dad. furthermore, your own hate is simple envy of 
blackgenetalia so the next time your mom or your wife or your girl are 
sitting around with that far away look in their eyes; you will know what 
they are really dreaming about: a real man, instead of the sad sacked 
excuses for human beings the male line in your family represents.

but then ... it will be quite a few thousand years before your genes 
will be ready for the truth, so post on my little pink gay nazi 
cabillero. keep playing with me and i will rip your ass, poopy face.

smilin (because of the lovin' from Bruno...)

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