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psychoceramics: Bloodline Possibilities Diary
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- Subject: psychoceramics: Bloodline Possibilities Diary
- From: "Johannes Scmidt" <r--@h--.com>
- Date: Fri, 23 Jan 1998 11:43:25 PST
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Tuesday
Dear XXXXX:
You asked the questions, so here are some answers about my life, more
than you ever wanted to know. The story about McDonald (McD) and the
museum is a SEPARATE issue. If I get it together in the next few days I
will also include a synopsis of the McD story. There is one point I
want to make here -- it is that mind control victims (i.e., implant
victims) are seemingly, continuously KEPT AT HOME, by syndicate cell
assaults and debilitating illnesses which LEND themselves to becoming
immobilized and institutionalized -- these include mono, Epstein-Barr,
AIDs, MS, Crohn's disease, and the like. What this does is make it much
easier for crime syndicates to assault them in place and keeps the
victim's "accessing" of the implant frequencies much easier to maintain
and control. I believe that syndicates are making these people ill with
these diseases purposefully, to keep them CAGED, so to speak. It is
probably another reason intell uses LSD in dart injection guns on these
victims regularly - to keep them from moving around a lot. When these
victims move, syndicates must pay-out on them -- there is an elaborate
"gift" network in this, a "gumming down" payoff syndicate network which
people are desperate to get to.Chronology of My Life -- (mind control
events):
1. *Possibilities*: That I am a so-called "bloodline baby" -- I was born
on Dec 18, 1949 in Columbus, Ohio (I may have been an adopted child or
what they call "bloodline" -- possibly ? - "Merovingian" baby -- my
mother said I was "conceived" in Shreveport, LA, when my father was
doing top, top, top secret work around there -- both my grandmother AND
my mother worked WITH early AF and army intelligence there...(possibly
on mind control behaviorial tactics??) According to my mother's
statements (1997). NO pictures exist of my mother pregnant in any photo
albums. I have suspected that both my sister and I were adopted.
Neither of us look like my mother.
2. 1950 - 1962 I underwent Mkultra, mind control programming, and even
earlier mind control programs of the military. I may have been
conceived within the womb and used in mc programs' vicious assaults at
that time. As an infant at West Point Day Care (my mother was involved
in this sadism, 1950 - 1952), at Wright Pat AFB in Fairborn Ohio
(1952-1956), SSD in Los Angeles (during Mercury Program, 1957 - 1962 --
Les Salzar was one of my "trainers" -- as was the notorious Dr. Liam and
Harry Green -- again, these training sessions went on out by the airport
then, off Sepulvada Blvd, at AF training facilities. From experience
and beliefs, my theory is that these children were implanted with
devices which DREW aircraft with the intensity of the frequencies off
their implants and off the electro-magnetic vibes set-up in the
electronic systems in their homes. And that the AF was in part
investigating the REMOTE frequencies drawing airplanes into airports,
hence in doing so they conducted implant mind control experimentations
near airports. Mind control victims accounts are forever having
airplanes "following them"...wherever they live...these implants may
DRAW aircraft...and very possibly UNUSUAL aircraft...all victims
complain about this phenomena). I was used in early "Monarch" programs
-- by my mother's admissions -- the word "Monarch" is a REAL miltiary
word. I heard it used repeatedly with me as a child. It is very
possible that my father was eye-implanted at West Point (he had magnetic
eyes), 1950 in surgery -- probably my mother arranged this. My mother
received unusual packages from Michigan and Ohio throughout my
upbringing which I believe contained drugs and/or implants. I feel if
these were drugs, they were other "control" drugs, possibly even
implants. I remember that they look like drugs and that she was furious
that I found these. In 1962 I came down with mononucleaosis. This
keeps one in bed. I was home from 6th grade school, I had to do my
homework from bed for months.
3. 1963. My mother was on the phone for hours over Kennedy's death --
unusually so -- with friends long distance -- like Michigan. My mother
HATED JFK. So did my maternal grandmother hate JFK. My mother was
glued to the TV, it was as if she was afraid something might come out.
My parents had vicious fights this weekend (my father liked JFK very
much). Later, McD said he was the "other gunman," who actually murdered
JFK.. My sister told me this was possible in July 1994. If my family
was involved in French Creole/Caribbean drugs, I figured why not -- ??
Rumors always were that JFK was shot by CIA agents having something to
do with a Caribbean drug cartel involved with Bay of Pigs debacle.
Interesting -- it seemed as if my family might know more about this than
your normal everyday person. I didn't believe this was possible until
1996.
4. 1964 -- I gained further eye implants, put into place at an army
base by a army optician, with my mother's INTENSE guidance -- vicious.
I was assaulted in the doctor's offices, my mother brought the implants,
very hushed up, secretive work by the doctor --- he slipped the implants
into place behind the eyeball, I remember the pain. Eye doctors always
spent GREAT amounts of time with my eyes.
5. 1964 - 66, I was assaulted by my mother badly and sexually mutilated
by she and other in her cult.
6. 1970, summer of. Big confrontations between my mother and me. I
wanted to stay at college for the summer, she did not want that. I was
literally caged in the house, I tried to run away, I was forced to stay
for the summer, I ran into horrible problems at the job, and my mother
arranged more sexual mutilations of me as well as she assaulted me
physically. I was also forced to eat strange pink meats which no other
family member was forced to eat at meals, one night I remember my father
and I in a stare down for three hours over me eating this meat. I
refused.
7. I never went back home for too long. Anytime I stayed more than a
few days or weeks, I was assaulted by family members or these cult
members at night. I moved a lot, cell crime kept catching up to me,
especially when I lived in the southwest and my mother was involved, she
ALWAYS got involved with friends of mine and my jobs after my family got
involved, began to fall apart.
8. By 1985, I was highly successful in NYC and I stayed away from my
family. I began publishing and became a high administrative official of
a national arts institution. I also looked into law school which I very
much wanted to attend. Suddenly I became, just as I was applying for
law school BADLY ill with the Epstein-Barr virus. I was kept in bed for
literally years with this off and on -- instead my sister wound up in
law school -- not me. Instead I wrote books and published articles,
from my bed much of the time. I blamed my mother's liason with a Jewish
gay man in NYC for this disease later. I became very ill at this man's
apartment and soon afterwards had the illness diagnosed as E-B. Later I
supeoned phone bills which put him in touch with my mother and I felt
something usual had gone on. My father kept hammering home the fact
that my having this illness was unusual, he kept asking me WHY, WHY did
I get it? He just would not quit on it. Later, I heard many other mind
control victims also had mono, Epstein-Barr, other immune deficiency
diseases whenever they appeared in the population.
9. By 1990 - 92, I was a highly successsful arts adminstrator in NYC,
my salary doubled, I had 20 publications to my credit, I was lecturing
all over the state. The Jewish gay man was nearly bankrupt. I began
attempting to make a child in a repro clinic in NJ & NYC (there are many
of these). I made the mistake of telling my sister. Her visits
coincided with my efforts to reproduce, I lost 4 fetuses. Further, I
watched from 1990 - 1996 about 35 couples MAKE babies around me -- most
of these children looked adopted. Many looked like me and talked like
me. Later I learned it was not impossible that I was being used as a
harvester-breeder. By not only my mother/sister but by doctors/gay and
bi-sexual men/friends.
10. 1993. McDonald began the assaults not only on me, but probably on
many other government employees. McD warned me to move -- change jobs.
He also set-up other attractive women in NYC for assaults, possibly
"breeder" use and with implants. The hypothetical WEB of reproduction
went FAR -- included people in my apartment building, friends I hadn't
seen in 12 years, included women I remembered became pregnant right
after I SPENT THE NIGHT AT THEIR HOMES (ovum transfers) -- and included
anyone and everyone with connections to the Jewish gay man and my
mother. Later, I spoke to three professionals, two psychiatrists and a
Jewish attorney -- all said that it sounded as if I was right on track
-- with the possibilities I was being used as a bloodline BREEDER. by
family and friends and sadistic gay men.
11. I lost four fetuses -- 1991 - 1993 -- all ostensibly died of food
poisonings, I poured something like $50,000 into clinics. I was
sexually abused at one NYC clinic by a doctor in 1992, I obtained
ultrasounds of a vicious uterine assault with a plastic knife -- the
ultrasound showed the clear mark of the incision of this plastic knife.
I demanded answers at the clinic, the clinic refused to acknowledge
this went on. The last four fetuses I lost to food poisonings dealt to
me by gay men in NJ who knew the Jewish gay man in NYC and hence had
connections to my mother.
12. 1992-93 -- My job plummeted, not because of anything I did. My
mother was now fund raising behind my back for the federal arts
institution I worked for. This was publicized in institution literature
-- her friends in her home town were actively seeking me out to discuss
how much to give by phone and in person. I was mortified, I was
absolutely mortified -- here my job was falling apart after 16 years of
successful work with the institution and my mother was doing this right
in front of me. My father urged me desperately to challenge her, fight
this, fight her. I didn't. First, I didn't believe that she was doing
this. Second, I was very moral and ethical -- I began instead of
fighting it in litigation against the institution for discrimination.
13. McD began the chemical assaults on me in 1993. From that point on
my life, I was badly assaulted with chemicals and high frequency weapons
used continually from the next door neighbor's house. I saw FBI coming
and going from that house. I was in a continual war of very real means
-- my mother laughed about it -- jeered me about it -- refused to
believe even my lab results, and like McD, played games with me about
it. She was vicious. Suddenly, and unexpectedly, in March 1993, my
father got some weird cancer which was never diagnosed exactly. I
didn't believe his illness exactly. On Sept. 9, 1994, I was viciously
assaulted by my mother in a trance session in the house -- she did the
same thing about three months earlier too -- and my sister warned me my
mother really hated me, was jealous, so did my father. This evening
though something really strange happened -- I was used in a vicious
trance session by my mother about 6 PM -- I didn't feel well afterwards.
I got dressed for the country club. I went out to the garage to get
into the car, my father was standing my his work bench (he was just
three months short of dying). He was distraught -- he held up a brown
paper bag towards me -- he shook it at me -- he asked me did I need this
-- I said WHAT? He said a GUN, I said, WHAT FOR? He threw the bag with
gun on the wooden work bench, furiously, it hit hard. He groaned
intensely -- very angry with me. I had endured up to that point nearly
a full year of chemical assaults -- I NEVER fell apart. Never occurred
to me to do so, I was too involved in proving this incredible violence.
At that instant, my sister, mother and niece, FLEW through the door,
laughing and shouting. Suddenly, for a few moments, I was put back into
trance. But, a second later I was in the car, I was devistated by what
had occurred, I realized that my father had given me an opportunity.
The events in the next few weeks were too unreal to recount here -- and
the assaults continued in great earnest until this day.
I can't go into all that I have endured since. But, it certainly
includes the fact that a great many other people may have babies now
either because they ran into me or because of ovum transfers and sexual
mutiliations.
14. NOTHING, BUT NOTHING UPSET ME MORE THAN THE LOSS OF THESE CHILDREN.
I have seen some of these possibly stolen children, many are being
molested and abused by these parents. I am absolutely DEVISTATED by
their loss. Because, it appears at this point and time to me that I may
be the only moral parent I know left. If it is not explicitly stated
below, I have listed people only because either I spent the night with
them and they then immediately became pregnant or they had access to my
parents who had access to the fertility doctors I was using, hence, if
ovum were stored away, then these people could have obtained this
easily. Ovum can be cryopreserved (frozen) and they can be sent across
country easily. But, the reason I suspected that these people were
involved in obtaining children through me, was that I had a specific
instance which related to their becoming pregnant or the births
coincided with things such as my visits or my contact with them.
What follows is a list of the people who have made babies either on my
time or my money or possibly my genetics (which has yet to be proved):
1. MKS (T., born 1974, or so, possibly M., born 1977).
Colorado.
College friend, met my mother, also knew T. H. (see below), I
spent nights at her house often enough.
2 . M. - D.G. (Dates unknown -- from 1977 on) French
citizen.
According to French friends, currently iving in France or
Greece? Three children, connections to T.H. in Paris. D.G. visited me
several times in the southwest -- he traveled with S & T as a body guard
-- these three have been integrally connected to crime syndicates in
France, Germany and Europe since the mid-70s. Other people I know may
also be affiliated with these drug guys.3. P. B. M. (Lauren, 1982)
Vermont
College friend, knew my mother early on, knew T. H., I spent
nights at her house.4. B. R. (girl A.R., born 1984).
New Jersey 07043
Co-worker early 80s, became pregnant while I knew her, child
looks like me.5. E. H.'s sister (daughter - born 1988) New
York City
This was the Jewish gay man who caused me a GREAT deal of
problem. He set up crimes on me in my apartment and possibly set me up
as a breeder with his own family andas well as set-up other so-called
Jewish friends of mine.
6 . MKW (daughters born 1986 & 1990).
Minnesota
Old friend who met me in San Francisco and stayed in a hotel
with me, became pregnant thereafter with a second female child. First
child was also born after I had visited her in 1986.
7 . C. P. C. (daughter born late 80s) Massachusetts
Old friend I met in graduate school in mid-70s, her son is very
dark haired, but her daughter was born in late 80s, I haven't seen her
-- connections to EH. However she spent the night with my parents in
about 1991 and shortly thereafter gave birth to a girl whom she kept
away from me physically when I last saw her.
8. M. de M.'s daughter M. (The daughter had two children in
early1990s)
New York City
Co-worker who had my family address, phone. And she got to know
my mother and her cult early on. This woman also probably caused me
further job problems.
9 . C. P. C. (daughter born late 80s)
Massachusetts
Old friend I met in graduate school in mid-70s, her son is very
dark haired, but her daughter was born in late 80s, I haven't seen her
-- connections to EH. However she spent the night with my parents in
about 1991 and shortly thereafter gave birth to a girl whom she kept
away from me physically when I last saw her.10. R..& CS (girl, J,
1987)
Michigan
Personal friend who became pregnant right after she stayed the
night in at my family's home in a southwestern state, blonde child
although she and her husband are dark.
11. P. V.N. (M., born early 80s, possibly son) Arizona
Personal friends in the late 70s, had trouble having children,
the son I have never seen a photo of, the daughter looks like me.
12. B. W.'s daughter, M. (born August, 1990). Pennsylvania
College friend who knew my mother well and took advantage of
family connections.13. B. S. H. (girl T., born 1990). Arizona
Co-worker, supervisor in the early 80s, knew MJ L, adopted this
child, I am curious to know if the adoption was from using arranged ovum
-- this woman knew my mother and also spent time with me just before
this pregnancy occurred.
14. S. B. S. (Billy, Jr. born about 1990-91, she said she had twins
which she lost too) Florida
Co-worker I knew in the early 80s. I never received a photo of
the son she had, but it was born about the time I was doing fertility
work in New Jersey.15. E. H. G., grandchild born to daughter, (?
1991-?).
Virginia
Co-worker, supervisor in early 90s, she met my mother, not long
afterwards, her daughter became pregnant and I spent the night in a
hotel with her in 1991.16. M. B. (boy, born 1991) New York
City
Co-worker who had my family address, phone.
17. T. H.'s boy (N., born end of Nov., 1991)
U.S. citizen, living in Paris , college friend who through
information and belief was involved in arranging breeder assaults and
harvesting on me through his syndicate connections in California and New
York and France along with others. TH also arranged along with SMcW to
assault me seuxally in Paris in Oct 1996, I lost ½ of an ovary and
probably gained more brain implants.18. P. B. M. (second child ?)
Vermont
College friend who knew my family. I visited her and spent the
night at her house at least once a year, she is involved with cults and
new age religions.19. P. M.s' boy, (A, born March, 1992).
California
College friend who knew my family.
20. R. & M. D. (girl C., born 1993.) New Jersey
Personal friends who lived in apartment building with me in New
Jersey during time I was doing fertility work and they had this child
during this time, I never saw this child closeup.
21. M. and L. L. (2 children born 1992-94) New Jersey
I knew L' mother (MJ L) well, the mother had visited me at my
home frequently, mother was a co-worker with me and a close friend, MJ
knew my mother. Had these children during the time I worked for the
fertility clinics.22. R. and K. M. (child born 1992-3) New
Jersey
Owner of apartment building I lived in from 1990 - 1993 where I
was assaulted by syndicate cells and worked with the
fertilityclinics.
23. S. SS's (daughters P. & V. (born Jan 1992 & ). Colorado
High school friend who was honest with me but became very close
to my mother and sister as time went on. One of these children
may be a clone of one of my family members because she looks identical
to my maternal grandmother.24. M. S. (twins born March 1994).
Canada
These twins were born on nearly the day my pregnancy was due in
1994 and it was obvious that someone else had used the clinic I used, an
illegal situation, breach of contract. Her sister visited me in New
Jersey the month before I went for insemination at a fertility clinic
and became pregnant asking me many, many questions about what doctors
and clinics I was using. It was obvious to me that she was connected
to some syndicate cells in 1993 when I visited her in Canada.
25. C.S. S. (boy, born 1994). New York City
Physician who worked with me in fertility. She had connections
to all my NYC doctors and the experimentations and clinics.
26. N. R. (girl conceived July 1994 - born February 1995)
New York City
Co-worker I hired in the mid-80s, broke her friendship off with
me in 1994, just as she became pregnant, child born nine months
after I had spent the night at her apartment.
27. S. F. (boy, Owen, born April 1995). New Jersey
Her male live-in did work at my residence, and male friend met
MJL at my place of work in 1994, MJL may have provided him with
connections to the fertility clinic and doctors after setting up her own
son and other co-workers.28. D. B. A. (girl, born 1995).
Colorado
Attorney, worked for me, became elusive when she suddenly became
pregnant. Professional who worked with me and knew about the fertility
work, had possible connections to my family and had a child after being
employed by me.29. L.G. (? -- not known gender) Washington,
DC
Attorney, was in court against one of my cases, had contacts
made with my attorney and attorney had information about all my previous
doctors and fertility clinic, including who and where. If ovum were
stored, this attorney could utilitize this.30. J. B. (child, August
1997 )
Colorado
Attorney, personal friend of mine who spent one night at our
family home in mid-80s, not long after my contact with him recently, his
wife was expecting a second child, he had contact with me on the phone
and my sister urged me to speak with him.
31. D. & T. M. (child conceived, Dec 1997) Outside US
Mind control victims who suddenly wound up pregnant, they may
have had connections to McD -- the man who set-up the assaults on me
originally and who also had connections to T.H. in Paris.
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